surely I have to believe that we'll get there. I had my check this morning--only 1 follie around 10 and 11-12 less than 10. My lining was 5.6. We are really close to where we were at this exact day in IVF #2, pending my E2 level (it was almost 500 last time). I should hear by this afternoon.
I told our IVF nurse today that cancelling was not okay with us. DH and I have no reason to believe that postponing until another cycle will net any different of an outcome, so why put it off. I have scheduled my life around this and cancelling just mucks all that up. We have insurance for everything (thank goodness, we know how lucky we are) so being on high doses of meds isn't an issue financially. And unless Dr. can give us a definitive, science-based reason that this cycle is a complete bust I don't see the point in stopping. Nurse agreed and said based on my IVF #2, we are progressing at virtually the same pace. She said plan on coming back on Friday for another US/BW unless she calls because my E2 is way out of whack. She'll convey our wishes to Dr. and make sure he reviews our history. (It may have been that when he called on Saturday and planted this "cancel seed" in my brain that he hadn't fully reviewed our chart and was just basing his thoughts on our cycle flowsheet which doesn't have all our issues on it. At least that is what the Nurse said.) I called DH afterward and he agreed with me...we don't wish to cancel unless there is a major reason to not keep going.
So the chant continues, and I even wore my fun dot socks to try and encourage lone ovary to get with the program:

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