Friday, December 12

7dp3dt

So nothing. I poas on Tuesday to verify the HCG trigger was out of my system and it was. For fun and since I had one test left, I poas yesterday with FMU. And within the time limit, I saw something. Now, I was just 6dp3dt so it is still way early right? So the line is bluish, very faint and I decided it means one of three things: I'm pregnant, the test is faulty, or it is an evap line. I looked this morning and the line is visibly there still so I'm going to go with an evap line. But it appeared within the time limit so I'm also going with the test is faulty. Either way, it does not prove that I am with child. It was a Target store brand test. Won't be buying any more of those.

I did, like an idiot buy another two-pack of tests while I was out yesterday afternoon. These are Answer tests (they look like FRER) so I have a bit more faith that they will be accurate. I poas this morning when I first woke up--I was going to wait until at least tomorrow but I couldn't go through the day with this hanging over my head. Not surprised to see nothing on the test but a big fat pink control line. Still early, I know.

I have been fighting off the symptom checker for the past couple days as well--writing it all off as progesterone-induced. But there is no escaping the fact that I have been crampy on and off since Monday. They come and go and are very low and central. Feels just like AF but I suppose it could be GI too. I have a slight headache this morning, but I think that is just the coffee-withdrawal finally setting in. I did go cold turkey off my morning coffee last week but since I do mostly half-caff, I haven't noticed anything really until today. I also woke up with more consistent cramps this morning, they were even in my dreams. They are still there but very subtle. In a normal cycle, AF would be due on Monday or Tuesday but I know the PIO will keep her at bay. We'll see how the weekend goes.

And thanks to those who have made sanity-suggestions: I'm going with Julie's philosophy--I can feel bad next week when I know for sure. Right now, I'm going to live in blissful ignorance. (until I poas again!)

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