of posts that have been floating through my head. It seems that if I don't write them down (as in, post) then I end up getting further and further away from coming back to my blog home. And I miss it! I miss you! I guess I was simply feeling like a very scratched, nearly broken record and honestly, it was starting to bother even me. I have been spending way more time than I can afford sucking on sour candy. Or for a better description, wallowing.
And it's time to face my fears. I am going to be very honest in the next few posts, so please bear with me. This space has been such an enormous outlet for me and I owe it to myself to just tell the truth about how I'm feeling. No one can make me feel bad about that unless I stop writing and stop sharing.
So for now, I want to honestly say how lucky I am to have such good IRL friends, how amazing BigTex is (we have so much fun together!), and how very blessed I am in so many areas of my life. I don't deserve it, but there it is anyway.
And the ticker is back. It is time to celebrate that this WAIT will have an END, even if I don't know when that is!
4 comments:
Yay the ticker is back! Be open, be honest, we won't run away.
I have been in the blackest of places, where I couldn't bear to post. I've also been there when posting (even when I was sure everyone would hate me for what I was saying) was the only way I could get the poison in my head, out. I'm here for you, no matter what you are feeling. Period.
Hugs,
Jo
It's your blog, write what you need to write, and we will all be here to support you!
Thinking of you during your wait. I hope it ends soon.
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