Joy Break 10.29

1. It's been 3 months since we became paper-pregnant and I am still alive. I initially was not worried about the wait, until we were told by our SW that we would probably be matched very quickly. After that, I've had major moments where I wasn't sure how'd I get through the next day, or week, or month. Thanks to BigTex, my family, my IRL friends, my blog friends, and a great counselor here on earth--I am coping better than I would have expected. But ultimately, thanks to my Father who keeps me at peace as much of the time as possible. And out of the nuthouse!
2. One more week and we're going back to Penn State with all my college friends for a getaway weekend! LOVE LOVE LOVE everything blue and white, and BigTex has never been during a football weekend, so it should be an unbelievable trip! I hope we remember some of it...
3. Props to myself for hanging in there with work. It seems some of my persistance is paying off and I am going to be happy about that. While part of me is yet to be convinced that things will turn out the way I want, I am at least going to enjoy the fact that the door is finally not being slammed in my face at one of my client's and I can actually have a conversation with them now. Where it will lead is undetermined yet, but boy am I proud in the meantime!